Words in love of that whom I do not love

جئتك شاك وأصحبت انتي الشكوى

لا سمر ولا ليلى 

قلبك وعقلك إنت المأوى 

حزنك ما عاد له سبب 

سكن في الماضي ولم يعد له جدوى 

نسيتك لأنك ظلمتي نفسك وأنا

وكلما أظلم... تكونين أنت الدعوى

ربما صلاة أمك في ليلة التقوى 

ألم تزل تلك الملكة في المنفى 

أم وجدت وطن غيري تسكن فيه 

وكيف تسكن في غير بيت الكرم والنجوى

لا أعلم 

لا أعلم سيدتي إذا كل ما كتب لنا قدره أن ننسى

أو أن نتذكر ومن ثم ننسى

لا يهمني قدر أو مكتوب بعد اليوم 

والله لا يهمني ما كتب في صحف إبراهيم وموسى 

ومحمد كانت له أمة جميلة

شاء لها القدر أن تطغى

تبا لهم كلهم

أنا في بيت أجرته لكي اختلي بنفسي وأنسى

أنسى كل شيء، باديه ظلم وناهيه أقسى

تذكرتك إنت ورب المسجد الأقصى

من أنت يا سلطانة الظلم والحب والجمال والمنفى

لم انتي بعيدة دائما عني

كعقاب رباني أني في يوم أردت أن أنسى  

وربي انني كثيرا ردت أن أقبل شفتيك  

ولكني خفت من عين ربي أن لا ترضى 

والأن، تبكي عيوني التي خلقها ربي

على قبلة كانت في عقلي دوما 

وعلى جسم رضي أن يخشى

على جسم  رضي أن يخاف من ربه 

وربي خلقنا نحن لكي نرضى 

اذهبي حيث شئت

فحبنا منه الزمن يخشى 

حتى الأرض تدور يا سيدتي 

ومافائدة الهروب 

ودموعنا لم تكد تندى 

ومافائدة الحب 

إذا لم نكن نياما في احضان بعضنا البعضا

Love Love Love and nothing but LOVE!

Have you ever felt that feeling? that warm fuzzy feeling? that butterflies in your stomach kinda thing?
Well, honestly, I used to believe that was all bullshit! HONESTLY!
Like I used to believe that I will never fall in love! or even know what love really is!
until one day, one afternoon, one message made me believe that, I, might fall in love!
it started out all professional! emails, presentations, meetings and work work work!
then one day! happiness looked at me, and was like "kid,, im gonna give you a chance!"
and it did! it was the day, the day i found you!
and by you, i seriously mean, and for the first time, i mean my significant other!
it was so weird!
it was like falling in a large hole and not knowing how to get up again!
it was like looking to the sun and not blinking!
it was..... marvelous!
"to a zoo" he said to me!
"a zoo?"
who would take a girl on a first date to a "ZOO"!!
but yeah! he took me to a "zoo" and a place to shoot!
how awesome is that!
that was the moment i fell for him!
he thinks out of the box!
he made me feel "happy"!
1st date, 2nd date, 3rd date..... etc
i kept falling for him
whenever i see him i miss him even more!
its weird isnt it?
the whole "love" thing!
its beautiful yet scary, its daring yet needs courage, its happiness without a tear!
i have nothing else to say!
but people, go ahead, fall in love, and fall in love really hard
be courageous, be patient, be happy

thats about it!
Enjoy!

Yours always,

TwitterHole

Why People Are ASSHOLES!

okay, this is my first time!

so if I sucked, just read it, suck it up, and live happily ever after!

Ever though of it? Like why people are such ASSHOLES? in everything, in every possible way in life? and by people i exclude myself and my partner in crime Rumhole! cause we're not! we're just angels sent from above to make your lives look and feel better!

Why People Are ASSHOLES?

what im about to say is a real life experience that happened to me.

When i was young and naive, i got hit by a fuel tank, Yeah! i know! damn it! God knows how im still alive! anyways, alotta friends helped me back at that time, and yes ALOT and ALOT and ALOT of friends.

i got out of the hospital after a month and a half! yes be amazed! a month and a half of hell, and a year after for recovering! anyhow, after a certain period of time, i realized everyone was starting to drift away, like for real everyone just started to fly away from me! i was like SHIT its my scars! but no.. after the drifting away phase finished, i stayed ALONE! literally!

I used to sit with myself, and ask myself, what did i do to be left alone? its not like i was hit on purpose! and its not like i asked for anyone's help! why did you help me people if you're gonna drift away? weird, no?

nop not weird at all! thats when i realized PEOPLE ARE ASSHOLES!

they might help you once, but will never EVER forget that they helped you, and will keep on mentioning it every now and then. and if you're trying to forget, THEY'LL MAKE YOU LIVE THE SITUATION AGAIN AND AGAIN AND AGAIN!

so yeah some would be asking themselves now, why is she calling us ASSHOLES, you know why? because you are, because each and every person out there has that deep dark side that is only shown when someone needs help or someone wants an advice, or simply someone doesnt want to be lonely!

in addition to myself, Rumhole and my significant other, everyone else is an ASSHOLE! with all my respect!

i learned to never ask for help, its either i do it by myself or fuck it im not doing it! EVER!

hope you ejoyed a sneak peek to my madness and craziness!

oh and p.s. im not so lonely now, trust me!

yours faithfully,

Twiiterhole